Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm
Change the weather still together when it ends
Yet another blog I've started. But with this one, I have a new goal. I won't be afraid of who reads. I'll express my everyday feelings without caring about who reads and what they would say.
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Today's a gloomy Saturday afternoon. It's just one of those days where I want to sit back and grab a book to read.
I just..don't have a book to read xD
So I think I might walk to the library and check out a few books later on.
My mom, her boyfriend, and my sister are coming back to Virginia in May. I really just want my mom to make up her mind and stay in one place. Just settle down for once. I'm really looking forward to seeing my sister though! She's probably grown so much by now.
When I think about it, I've changed so much since I've moved here. I'm a new person. In some ways not a person that I like at all. I've become so superficial, it makes me sick. Actually, I'm a nasty person. I think about myself way too much. I make decisions for my own happiness. I get so caught up and just forget about everything else. I think thats my worst quality. I know I can be better...but I'm just not trying. I'll make this another goal!
Also another thing thats been popping up frequently is *Ken. He's my best friend. I can't stand seeing him the way he is now. And I know it's all my fault. It's because of my selfish decision. So..what do I do?
This is all thats really on my mind right now. So farewell for now.
3 comments:
I have a feeling I know who Ken is. And I feel the same way about myself. But I am happy and I did move on from JJ :]
well then,
it depends on who i think it is.
and i actually have no idea who i think you are..xD
so who are you? :]
no!
gah.
then how shall i figure out?
because i don't have a clue who you are. i said that in hope you'd tell me..xD
gr.
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