So it's a random thought but I was thinking about it while trying not to gag on my dinner. I don't feel like eating and I haven't since last night. But anyway, my cousin was talking to my uncle about opening her Christmas present now or on Christmas day. I looked at the shape of the present she held in her hands. Legoes. Why would she want to open it if she already knew what it was? I don't like the holidays with this family. My aunt gives us a money limit and we buy what we want until we reach that limit and then she wraps it and puts it under the tree. If we knew what it was, then why wrap it and put it under? She doesn't have to say anything but I know it's to make her look good when she has her guests over.

So, I like receiving gifts in surprise. Don't get me wrong, I'm not asking for gifts. It's just something I just realized about myself. Unexpected gifts are the very best kind :)


So today wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I got through it in one piece and that's alll that matters to me.

I actually have a lot to vent though, but I don't know who I trust enough to tell.

Well, now that I have a lot more free time, I'll go do homework and start caring more about school :D

PS: I suddenly feel a lot more satisfied?