I feel so stupid.
This was such a long day.
And this night will be so much worse.

I woke up thinking today was going to be so good. It started off okay. And then I started feeling like everything was just too much. I needed him with me at that moment and when he wasn't there, I just blew up.

That's when everything went down.
I felt better but now I don't.
I felt better again and again, I didn't.

I should just sleep it off.

Everything will be okay, Vickie
hopefully.

I'm so so stupid.
Why am I so in love with someone who doesn't love me back?