I'm so stupid stupid stupid.

The take home test thing has caused such a mess.
I was up until 1 am two nights last week working on that and science fair
and my aunt tells my mom I was doing otherwise and I just keep getting yelled at for doing things that I don't do. My aunt makes up all this stuff to tell my mom all the time and the things she says always makes me seem a lot worse than I am.

My mom said "your uncle is sick but you constantly make him take you everywhere"

So, taking me to Stuart for district band audition is taking me everywhere?
I tried so hard to get a ride and who else was I supposed to ask? My mom?
Hah. Yeah right. I can't ask her for fucking anything.
She yells at me like I'm the most horrible daughter but she's not any better of a mother.

I'm so sick of this life.
I can't wait at all when I fucking leave this behind.