Since last I posted...Joneil has started talking to me again.

I IMed him one morning
and I ask why he hated me and what I did.


He said he wasn't really sure why and that he was pretty confused himself.

So we've been talking and it's been a lot better for me because I HATE it when people are mad at me and I hate being mad at people.

Let's go back a little


If you remember last year, Joneil was absent A LOT. He told Anna the reason he didn't show up was because he didn't want to see a girl who liked him. That girl was me.

Today, he didn't show up for school. I was talking to him last night and he was fine. So maybe he's trying to avoid me? All I want is for us to be friends, but if it's going to be like this. Then I don't even know.


I have a field hockey scrimmage tomorrow. I have chair placement auditions against Jason. I have plenty of homework.

And I'm really starting to ask myself. How will you survive this?

This year is going to be pretty tough.