Updating my blog because Vyanh told me to!...and because I haven't updated.


So. I know Joneil is a really big jerk...but I swear to myself. This is the last time. I don't even know why I let him have so many chances but I can't help it. He makes me so happy. Perhaps this is just temporary but thats what I do. I live for now and worry about later, later xD

So I'll take my risk! I'll be happy now and I don't even want to think of what happens later.

School is just I don't know. I'm not happy with my grades. I could do better but I could feel myself pushing homework away after band and field hockey practice. I'm putting them before school, which is a first. I need to focus more and just get my priorities straight again.

Another thing that's been driving me INSANNE is my weight T-T
I've gained weight in the last week or two and it's bugging me. I told myself to be happy with myself and I was but now I'm a freaking whale!


There's so many things that I tell myself to do but I never do :(

come on, Vickie
you can do this!

I'm sure there will be another fully detailed Joneil post very very soon, hahah.