School is so hard. Field hockey is pretty good. Band is okay. Jason pisses me off though. He never has anything nice to say. Whenever I mess up he just makes me feel worse. When he messes up and someone says something he has a bad attitude about it. Basically, he just never has anything nice to say to me.


Also, I'm worried about Joneil because something's going on in his family I think. I don't want him to feel obligated to tell me if he doesn't want to but I'm just really worried.

And school. My goodness. I really need to be more responsible.


what do I do with myself..?