wthhh

how did I let this happen?


it's 11:30 on a Sunday night.
I still have to finish a whole chapter of AP world history reading, start on my DBQ essay, & do about three weeks worth of geometry hw.


I had the whole day to do it...so why am I doing it now?! x.x

I guess it's time I update this :)


Joneil asked me to be his girlfriend on Wednesday.
I said...well, you should know xD

hmm. third times a charm?

OOH YEAH, interims!

Advanced Band- A
AP World History- C
PreAp English- A
PE 10- A
Spanish 3- B+
Geometry Honors- C
Chemistry Honors- B+

I'm not very happy with it but I know I can raise it :)

So, it's pretty amazing
but I told my mom that Joneil asked me to homecoming.
I'm waiting for her approval still because I don't want to hide it from her, so I might as well tell her right?

Yesterday, there was a band competition and I know I'm gonna keep beating myself up for it because I did soo bad. I messed up at least once in each movement. Overall, I guess we did pretty good.

The competition was held at Hermitage HS which is in like Richmond? So it was a two hours [or so] long drive which wasn't too bad. I sat with Joneil, so yeah :p

Other then that, nothing too eventful.
oh, my mom ate bad fish and has all these freaky, red, itchy bumps all over her body, eeeek.

School is so hard. Field hockey is pretty good. Band is okay. Jason pisses me off though. He never has anything nice to say. Whenever I mess up he just makes me feel worse. When he messes up and someone says something he has a bad attitude about it. Basically, he just never has anything nice to say to me.


Also, I'm worried about Joneil because something's going on in his family I think. I don't want him to feel obligated to tell me if he doesn't want to but I'm just really worried.

And school. My goodness. I really need to be more responsible.


what do I do with myself..?

Updating my blog because Vyanh told me to!...and because I haven't updated.


So. I know Joneil is a really big jerk...but I swear to myself. This is the last time. I don't even know why I let him have so many chances but I can't help it. He makes me so happy. Perhaps this is just temporary but thats what I do. I live for now and worry about later, later xD

So I'll take my risk! I'll be happy now and I don't even want to think of what happens later.

School is just I don't know. I'm not happy with my grades. I could do better but I could feel myself pushing homework away after band and field hockey practice. I'm putting them before school, which is a first. I need to focus more and just get my priorities straight again.

Another thing that's been driving me INSANNE is my weight T-T
I've gained weight in the last week or two and it's bugging me. I told myself to be happy with myself and I was but now I'm a freaking whale!


There's so many things that I tell myself to do but I never do :(

come on, Vickie
you can do this!

I'm sure there will be another fully detailed Joneil post very very soon, hahah.