So, the other night I emailed my mom asking and telling her about upcoming plans and events.

I told her that spring sports start next week which is lacrosse and track for me.
The band stuff, then I asked her about my birthday lunch/dinner, movies with April, etc

She replied with [edited]

doing all that plus you have to do your house work too......instead of sitting in front of the computer all the time. that is what i hear about you over there if you don't do your share maybe you should go live with me. where you have to take care of yourself daily!!!

I love you and i'm sorry that i wasn't alway there for you

i basically destroyed your life and you were never given a secure home, i'm selfish and only care about myself. I trust you so much

hopefully you respect yourself care for your bright future and not end up like me!!!!

this was not something I was expecting from her at all but this is the first time she's ever said anything like this to me.

I mean really, all I want is for her to be proud of me.