I thought I was okay. I was feeling happy.
My mom came back, I got to see my sister again.
What's keeping me from being happy?

because I saw http://jonizzzle.livejournal.com/

it was like a stab in the heart reading that.
I mean, I was okay with him too. Just okay, we're friends. that's cool.

and I read that, and I was just like wow.
Apparently, I didn't know everything.
And I didn't know how frivolous our relationship was.

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I should've updated this when I was feeling pretty good. (roughly 20 minutes ago)
But I didn't, and now it's just too late.

It's SOL week and I have my history SOL tomorrow. I'm not too worried but I'm still studying.

I'm exhausted. I'm going to just go read.