Way to fucking go.

I was looking at my myspace and reminiscing and it was nice.

Here's something I pulled up before I sleep:

Loving the right persona t the wrong time,

Having the wrong person when the time is right,

And finding out you love someoen right after

That person walks out of your life...

And sometimes, you think you're already over a person,

But when you see them smile at you,

You'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending

To be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that

They will never be yours again...

For some, they think that letting go is one way

Of expressing how much you love the person...

In my opnion, some areafraid to see the one they love

Being held by someoen else...

Most relationships tend to fail not because of

The absence of love. Love is always present.

It's just that one was being loved too much and the

Other was being loved too little...

As we all know the heart is the center of the body

But it beats on the left. Maybe that's the reason

Why the hearts is not always right...

Most often, we fall in love with the personwe think we love

But to only discover that for them,

We are just for past times, while the one who truly

Loves us remains either a friend or stranger...

So here's a piece of advice:

Let go when you're hurting too much.

Give up when love isn't enough and...

Move one when things are not like before...

For sure. there us someone out there

Who will love you even more.

Well, I'm late in posting this blog now but yesterday [November 29, 2008] was my one month with Joneil.

One month is a pretty big deal with us considering we're so on and off.
I asked my mom about doing something with him a few days ago and she said yes.

It was near 4 pm. I was all dressed and ready to go when I heard the phone ring. I knew it was my mom so I checked the window and saw her car. I got in the car and surprised Mandy. I don't think anyone has any idea how much I miss her! I guess I should explain why I miss her.

My mom recently moved out so...yeah.
That's life.

I got to the multiplex before him even though he said he left before me. -___-
I saw Alena there so I asked if I could use her phone. He said he was coming so I sat there and waited. It's weird because I remember when I lived in Hawaii, I was fine with being alone and I think it's because I got used to being alone all the time. I didn't care about people looking at me or what people thought but as I sat there waiting for him, I felt so awkward and self-conscious. Soon enough though, he came! We bought our movie tickets got a drink and went into the movie. We watched Twilight and I suppose it was okay. Sort of disappointing in a way. We walked across to noodles & co after. Then Joneil had a crazy idea to go outside to the 'Merrifield Park,' which isn't park-name-worthy, to sit on the benches but I convinced him to go inside somewhere. So we shared some coldstone ice cream. It was a lovely night.

A very very nice day.

Oh yeah, I made him a mixed cd of stuff I've been listening to and I made him a little card for our one month.


I'm happy :)