*sigh*


i hate days like this.

would you do something you didn't want to, to make someone else feel better?

So, I know it sounds silly but I have special things that I do with different people.
And it upsets me so much when I see it being done with another person because I think

I thought that was our thing."/

I'm such a silly girl ><

I am a failure.

I am a sucky person.

I am a lost cause.


[update]

Lately, I've been feeling like I don't do anything good.

No more doing stupid things, no more getting pissed off, no more fights

I ended up ruining your night anyway.
I can't do anything to make you happy anymore.
I am hopeless.

Updating this blog! :)

I always get really lazy to blog but then I always want something to look back on.

So Friday & Saturday we had this band clinic over at Stuart which REALLY helped me with the festival music.

I slept over at my mom's house the last two nights and I'm still really sick.

I feel kind of bad because I never knew how much my mom and her boyfriend fight.

Not too much happening lately, but I've been thinking a little too much. If there is such a thing..

It's crazy how one day could be so so good, and the next so so bad.

I hope this isn't the start of a bad year.

some people just aren't who i thought they were..